Personally, I feel that my mother is sometimes quite unreasonable and sexist(favours my sisters more). Last night, I was just trying to have a few private minutes(recalling Miss Edmunds and drawing), when my mother 'commanded' me to milk MissBessie. She could just asked either Brenda or Ellie, who were watching television and at the same time chit-chatting and laughing, but she did not want to bother them with the chores.

Even when dad returns home, I would still not have been shown much care. As everytime, when dad returns home, he will grab the little ones to his shoulders, or lean down and hug them. It seems to me that ever since the day I was born, I was already too big for this cuddling. Moreover, dad is always so weary and exhausted after work that he dos not do or speaks much but just sits in front of the television set(switched on) and dozes off.This happened even on weekend when he did not need to go for work.
(a picture of ME!)
This morning, I was almost late for the morning run as I was feeling extremely tired. Thus, I had to push myself harder by pretending that Wayne Pettis was just in front of me, making me wanting to keep up my pacing. When I was monolouging that I would get Wayne Pattis, a voice called out to me, "If you are so afraid of the cow, why don't you just climb the fence?"

I paused in mid-air, wondering if his/her comment was meant to be a joke or not and also who is he/she. Having a jaggedy brown hair cut close to 'its' face and wearing one of those blue undershirtlike tops with faded jeans cut off above the knees, I could not honestly tell 'its' gender. It was when she asked 'if we might as well be friends' that gave her out---males will never ever say 'friends', only females do. Then, we introduced ourselves---name and where we live. When I started to got bored, I decided to do my chores as there was no use to run---I would be asked instead of running 'privately'.

Personally, I feel that Leslie is friendly and outgoing, but too tomboy. Having a low self esteem , I am always feeling timid and shy to meet others. However ,I never show these emotions on my face as I know that there will be others who would tease me.





(a picture of Leslie)